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Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
1:30 pm	Interesting how one night can change how you feel about people in general. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
7:02 pm	Life in general. Weird. So I am like a total idiot, I thought my summerschool started today, it started two weeks ago, so I don't know if I have ot pay for it or not (Naturally I dropped it, going into a class two weeks late is a big nono). This is from way back, but New York Dolls where cool, David johanson looks like a total junky. Then Brian made me drive out to Detroit on my birthday to see them again, that pissed me off, but not as bad as how they wore the same thing two days in a row. Um, i am working so much my mind is going to explode, and so is my heart, but it isn't as bad as it could be since I cut down to three cigarettes a day. I need to get my drumset back from mi padre, but other than that life is good. I think I am going to move in with jojo and jimmy soon, so that will be interesting. Brian needs to come pick me up from school like right now, otherwise this computer is going to explode with Livejournal Garbage. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
10:24 pm	Rob a cowboy, get a hat. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 9th, 2005
5:49 pm	Your Political Profile Overall: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Social Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Personal Responsibility: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal Fiscal Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal Defense and Crime: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal How Liberal / Conservative Are You? (Comment on this)
Friday, April 22nd, 2005
5:06 pm	[1] NAME: Paul [2] BIRTHDAY: May 18th [3] HEIGHT: 6' 4" [4] SHOE SIZE: 11-12 [5] EYE COLOR: Pretty awesome [6] HAIR COLOR: dirty blond [7] DONE DRUGS: maybe. [8] BEEN ON STAGE: yes [10] BEEN DUMPED: not recently. [11] GOTTEN INTO AN ACCIDENT: yea, never serious [12] EATEN AN ENTIRE BOX OF SWEETS: eww, gross. BUt yes, yes I have. [13] DYED YOUR HAIR: I have, and probably will soon. [14] CHOKED IN FRONT OF SOMEONE: not really. [15] WENT TO SCHOOL IN YOUR PJ'S: every day. [16] GOTTEN DETENTION: High school, haven't been there in a while [17] LIKED SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT MADE YOU CRY: psh, never. [18] DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW: I like I lot of people, but I really like Kim. [19] DO THEY KNOW: I think she has a clue. [20] WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: A pretty face. [21] LOVE/ HATE: Love [22] COLD / HOT: hot [23] BLACK / WHITE: white [24] RAIN / SNOW: rain [25] GIVE / RECEIVE: giving [26] WOOL / COTTON: cotton [27] ROSE / DAISY: rose [28] PRIVATE / PUBLIC SCHOOL: private for k-8 public for the rest. [29] PLAIN / CHOCOLATE MILK: chocolate milk [30] HISTORY / SCIENCE: history [31] MATH / ENGLISH: english [32] SPRING / FALL: spring [33] ROCK / COUNTRY: rock [34] PEPSI / COKE: pepsi [35] LOVE / LUST: Love, [36] EAT / SLEEP: sleep --------------------------------FRIENDS------------------------------------- [37] WHO DO YOU SEE THE MOST? Um, Pam, Kim, As of right now, Mike franco and jojo are missing in action. [38] WHO DO YOU WISH TO SEE MORE OFTEN: Probably brian haystings, and my friend scott. Claire too. [39] WHO DO YOU E-MAIL THE MOST: no one. [40] WHO'S THE LOUDEST: franco/ Johnny d [41] WHO'S THE SHYEST: I am [42] WHO ARE YOU JEALOUS OF: No one. [43] WHO GOTS THE BEST ROOM: franco has the best house. [44] WHO'S THE HORNIEST: I have no idea. [45] WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST: Claire [46] WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST: Claire, pam [47] WHO'S YOUR BEST FRIEND(s): Don't really have one.I guess claire fits that, but we never see each other anymore. [48] WHO DO YOU HAVE SERIOUS TALKS WITH: Pam, jojo,kim. [49] WHO GETS ALONG W/ YOUR PARENTS: Mike Huyke and jojo I don't know how that happened [50] WHO HUGS YOU THE MOST: I have no idea. [51] WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST: [52]FOUGHT W/ YOU THE MOST: Pam, only when we are drunk or she has done things she ought not do. [53] WHO ARGUES W/ YOU THE MOST: this is pretty much 52 [54] FAVORITE FRIENDS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: Pam, Megan makes me laugh when I talk to her, mainly because I hear about how bad crystal lake sucks, and I get to hear her stories about the stupid things that happen. [55] IS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME A MODEL: Me, if I ever start working out again. Or maybe Efe. [56] HAVE KNOWN YOU THE LONGEST: Claire #1, Brian #2, Pam/Mike #3 [57] WHO DO YOU KNOW MOST ABOUT: Everyone ----------------------DO YOU LIKE TO:--------------------------------------- [58] GIVE HUGS: yes [59] GIVE BACK RUBS: sure, I like getting them too. [60] TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN: sure, but only if the temp is perfect. [61] WATCH TV: Ha, my tv doesn't even work. [62] GO TO THE BEACH: that is pretty rad [63] DO HOMEWORK: I will do it, but recently I have been putting it off. [64] PLAY IN THE SNOW: um, if I am in the right mood, but that almost never happens. [65] WORK OUT: I love it, but I never do it cause I never have time. [66] TALK ON THE PHONE: not really [67] STAY UP ALL NIGHT TALKIN TO A FRIEND: yep [68] GO ONLINE: not really [69] BE KISSED: yep [70] DO WEIRD / FREAKY THINGS: I am naturally weird, I don't need to like it or not. [71] BE WILD: Only when I am drunk out of my mind, or have a reason to be wild. otherwise I don't care for it to much. --------------------HAVE YOU EVER:---------------------------------- [72] BEEN TO A CONCERT: A few [73] BEEN OUT OF STATE: once or twice [74] GONE SKINNY DIPPING: I would. [75] RAN ROUND NAKED: Lets be honest, who hasn't seen me naked at some point. [76] BROKEN A BONE: nope [77] CHEATED ON A TEST: a little [78] RAN A MARATHON: when I was like 14, and I don't know how it happened. [79] MET A FAMOUS PERSON: I met Joe Queer, and he gave me a free hoodie, and told me I was awesome. I almost creamed myself. [80] BOUGHT SOMETHING AND SOLD IT: I guess. 81] STOLE FROM SOMEWHERE: ya [82] STALKED SOMEONE: Only pam. ---------------------------YOUR LOVE LIFE:---------------------------------- [83] SINGLE OR TAKEN: taken [87] IF YOU WERE TO GO OUT WITH ANYONE, WHO WOULD IT BE?: Kim [85] EVER HAD ONE NIGHT STAND: Once or twice. [86] LONGEST RELATIONSHIP: ten months [87] LAST PERSON YOU KISSED: kim ---------------------------EXTRA EXTRA:--------------------------------------- [88] BAD HABITS: Getting drunk and doing stupid things, smoking, and I pretty much stopped drinking at least. [89] MAKES YOU MAD: When my friends do drugs in front of me. [90] SCARIEST MOMENTS: whenever I am about to get arrested. [91] WHERE ARE YOU: my parents basement [92] ARE YOU WEARIN ANY JEWLERY? kims earring [93] LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED? 3 hours ago [94] WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR PANTS: denim [95]WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: Til death do we party- groovie ghoulies. [96] LAST THING YOU SAID: ? [97] COMPUTER DESK IS MADE OF: weird stuff [98] LAST THING YOU ATE: A muffin [99] WHAT YOU REALLY WANNA DO RIGHT NOW: I really want to get drunk, but I have to do homework [100] WHAT COLOR OF CRAYON WOULD YOU WANNA BE: green Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: groovie ghoulies- till death do us party. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
9:48 pm	I am a big lame and go online at pams house. 1. Name: Paul 2. Nicknames: Um, Wingdings, I kinda like it 3. Sex: male 4. Birthday: May 18 1985 5. Sign: taurus 6. Place of birth: chicagagoo 7. Current residence: Chicagogo 8. Hair color: light brown 9. Hair length: short {where's 10, 11 and 12?) * Body ills & skills * 13. Do you bite your nails: not really, i chew on them 14. Can you roll your tongue: absolutely not, that is for sluts 16. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time: I wish 18. Can you blow spit bubbles: if only 19. Can you cross your eyes: kinda, maybe, okay, I can't at all. 20. Colored hair: It is the best, and sexy also. 21. Tattoos and where: a few, 22. Piercings and where: ear 23. Do you make your bed daily: weekly 25. Which shoe goes on first: whichever comes to my hand first 26. Speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone: I like shoes. 27. How much money is usually in your wallet? maybe ten 28. What jewelry do you wear 24/7: wristbands, an earing, and a gun across my neck. 29. Whats the best thing on a guy/girl: a pretty face 30. Whats sexiest on a girl/guy: I actually have no idea 31. Would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great: School, I will look crappy as hell, for anything else, I will be late. 32. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: I just swirl, until I get tired, then I shove. {33 and 34???} * Grooming * 35. How often do you brush your teeth: at least two times a day 36. How often do you shower/bathe: Generally everyday, but that is not always a guarantee 37. How long do these showers last: twenty minutes 38. Hair drying method: ? 9. Do you paint your nails: ? 40. Do you swear: not so much 41. Do you mumble to yourself: yes, i'm a crazy 42. Do you spit in public: yea 43. Do you pee in the shower: sometimes 44. In the cd player: Violent femms 45. Person you talk most on the phone with: probably kim 46. What color is your bedroom: ugly 47. Do you use an alarm clock: yea 48. Name one thing or person you're obsessed with? shoes I guess. 49. Have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex: I have been nakreed in the shower with a few people. 51. Window seat or aisle: window 52. Whats your sleeping position: my right side 54. In hot weather do you use a blanket: sometimes 55. Do you snore: yes. 56. Do you sleepwalk: if only you could do so many things whil you were asleep 57. Do you talk in your sleep: a little 58. How about the light on: nope 59. Do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: no, silence * Last time you * 60. Had sex: A gentalmen never reveals those things 61. Were kissed or kissed someone: yesterday. 62. Went to a Fun or exciting place: I went to see sin city, best thing ever. 63. Cried: probably like three months ago. 64. Talked on the phone: pamila 65. Read a book: I hope to read this book on darma 67. Punched someone: probably like two weeks ago. 68. Where do you see yourself ten years from now: married 69. Who are you gonna be married to and where: I am going to get married underwater, but to whom, your guess is as good as mine. 70. How many kids do you want to have: I want to take over chicago through my children, so hopefully a lot. 71. Future school: anywhere but Northeastern. {72???} * Friends * 73. Who is/are your best friend(s): I don't have one really, not one I can talk to anyways. 74. What friend do you hang out with the most: Kim, Pam, JoJo. 75. What friend makes you smile the most: Kyle 76. Friend that you fight with the most: Kim/jojo 77. One you talk to the most online: haha, I don't have the internet at my house, so noone. 78. Friend that you miss the most: Easy. 79. Do you believe in love at first sight: probably 80. Do you currently have a boyfriend/girlfriend: yep, 81. Do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend: yea 82. Why or, why not: cause I enjoy having kim around. 83. Have you ever cheated on anyone: THat isn't really something to be proud of. 84. Has anyone ever cheated on you: probably all my ex girlfriends. 85. Have you ever really been in love: I think so. 86. Have you ever told someone you loved them without meaning it: Right now I am not sure. 87. Do you have a crush on anyone: um, I do have a girlfriend. 88. Does this person know you like him/her: yea I hope so. 89. How long have you liked this person: counting the past? since I met her. *This or that* 90. Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate 91. Sunrise or sunset: sunset, but sunrises are cool sometimes 92. Apples or oranges: oranges 93. Silk or cotton: silk 94. Math or Science: science 95. Pink or yellow: pink 96. Hot or cold: hot 97. Pen or pencil: pencil 98. Beach or lake: beach 99. night or day: night 100. Poor but happy or rich but sad: poor but happy Current Music: violent femms. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
9:26 pm	I am bored, and need to finish this eight page paper; So instead of working on it I go online. Anyways I am going to the queers sunday, and oh man I am going to love it. This time no drinking before the show, and probably not after. I am kinda sad though, someone told me the teen idols were going to play, and not it says they arn't. Maybe I should finish my homework. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
11:21 am	oxblood is my life. I am also officially off probation. Life is good. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
1:12 pm	I put this up so jamie could respond. but generally I hate these things. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF: » I committed suicide: » I said I liked you: » I kissed you: » I lived next door to you: » I started smoking crack: » I stole something of yours: » I was hospitalized: » I left: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: » Personality: » Eyes: » Face: » ...Hair: » Clothes: » Mannerisms: [1] Who are you? [2] Are we friends? [3] When and how did we meet? [4] How have I affected you? [5] What do you think of me? [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? [8] Do you love me? [9] Have I ever hurt you? [10] Would you hug me? [11] Would you kiss me? [12] Would you fuck me? [13] Are we close? [14] Emotionally, what stands out? [15] Do you wish I was cooler? [16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? [17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. [18] Am I loveable? [19] How long have you known me? [20] Describe me in one word. [21] What was your first impression? [22] Do you still think that way about me now? [23] What do you think my weakness is? [24] Do you think I'll get married? [25] What about me makes you happy? [26] What about me makes you sad? [27] What reminds you of me? [28] What's something you would change about me? [29] How well do you know me? [30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? [31] Do you think I would kill someone? [32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? .... (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 28th, 2005
1:09 pm	Aqward moments. So I found out my grandma almost died on friday. On the bright side she didn't. My mom called me up today and was like, "Your grandma is getting out of the hospital today." and I was like, "Por que?" then she remembered she didn't tell me that grams was ever in the hospital. Which surprises me because she is more active than anyone in our family, and probably will live longer than any of us. Also, I didn't want to comment, but I feel like I should, if you hate me, fine, that's cool, but if you really want me out of your life like you say you do, then don't do shit to intentionally piss me off. My Dad once told me that hating someone is kind of like giving them free rent in your mind, you will never get rid of them. So I have tried to live by those words for as long as I can remember. It is a good thing if you found someone new, but to put something online saying you got with someone who really bothered me is just childish. It comes off as though you are going out of your way to piss me off. Moreso, you come off as a slut, which is something you criticized me about non-stop as I remember. "Blah blah blah, life had been great, drinking all day and getting with guys." I mean comeon. You are strait up flip flopping. If you are going to yell at me for being a slut, then don't do things that make you come off as one. Especially since it makes you look worse than me. I don't go around shouting to the internet about the people who I have gotten with. I guess what I am trying to say is, that you need to grow up, and stop trying doing things to piss me off. Do things because you want to do them. And if trying to piss me off is what makes you happy, then you have a pretty pitiful existence. Current Mood: indifferent (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 14th, 2005
1:29 pm	you look... super I love homeless people. Especially the ones who can't really think, but try to get your money by complementing you. Anyways, valentines day, it sucks. Well, it wouldn't suck except my girlfriend has been sick for the last week and a half, and she probably can't even hang out today because of to much schoolwork to make up. At least we watched braveheart last night. That movie is gangster as hell. I just realized how awesome mel gibson is. Every movie he has directed has been huge. Braveheart is now one of my favorite movies, except for the whole, it taking 3 hours to watch it. i think I have some weird case of insomnia, I can't sleep till four in the morning, then I can't wake up till 10 30. I set my alarm for 7 today, hoping to wake up and study. Instead I just ignore my alarm, sleep through my first two classes then felt really stupid. Oh well, I will make it to class on wendsday. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 12th, 2005
11:59 am	I seriously have the worst headache of my life. On other news, I had fun last night, except for certain situation. I am petty, and when I try to be nice and it is rejected by being called a fag, I overreact. i am not disappointed with myself however. The only thing that sucked was people not leaving my house till 6 in the morning, and having to get up four hours later for school. And joe constantly trying to sleep in my bed. I did not appreciate that. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
2:51 pm	RSTS. First best friend: Bill. First date: This girl from my church a long time ago, like when I was 12 First real kiss: 8th grade First screen name: punkcasualties First self purchased CD: casualties First pets: alf the garder snake First piercing/tattoo: A cuople years ago in the bathroom of my highschool my brian. First tattoo for bill .LASTS. Last cigarette: 20 minutes ago Last car ride: going to school Last good cry: not that long ago Last library book checked out: On the road Last crush: I am not telling Last phone call: asad Last time showered: yesterday morning Last shoes worn: white creepers Last cd played: schreeching weasel Last item bought: food Last annoyance: emily Last disappointment: emily Last shirt worn: ramones Last website visited: wigu Last words you said: fuck that bitch Last song you sang: let the sun shine in What color socks are you wearing? dress socks What color of underwear are you wearing? festive What's under your bed? a cymbol What time did you wake up today?: 10 30 .FUTURE. Where do you want to go? Away What is your career going to be? not sure Where are you going to live? some place warm How many kids do you want? some What kind of car(s): one that will get me from a to b .CURRENT. Current mood: relieved Current music: none Current taste: eggs Current hair: blond Current clothes:jeans, ramones track jacket Current desktop picture: none Current book:none Current hate:Emily (x) - you've done (-) - you haven't done (x) been drunk (x) been high (x) kissed a member of the opposite sex (-) kissed a member of the same sex (-) crashed a friend's car - (-) been to Japan (x) ridden in a taxi (x) been dumped (-) been fired or laid off (x) been in a fist fight (x) snuck out of my parent's house (-) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex (-) ever dated someone of the same sex (x) had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back (x) been arrested (x) made out with a stranger (-) stole something from my job (-) celebrated new years in time square (-) gone on a blind date (-) had a crush on a teacher (-) celebrated mardi gras in new Orleans (-) been to Europe (x) skipped school (-) cut myself on purpose (-) been married (-) gotten divorced (-) had children (-) seen someone die. (-) been to Africa. (x) Punched a friend when playing around (-) Been to Canada (-) Been to Mexico (x) Been on a plane (x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (-) Thrown up in a bar (-) Purposely set a part of myself on fire (x) Eaten Sushi (-) Been Snowboarding (-) Met someone in person from the internet (x) Been moshing at a concert (-) had real feelings for someone you knew only online (-) been pregnant or got someone pregnant (-) lost a child (x) gone to college (x) taken painkillers (-) love someone or miss someone right now .UNIQUE. 1. Nervous Habits? smoking 2. Are you double jointed? no 3. Can you roll your tongue? no 4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? ye 5. Can you blow spit bubble? no 6. Can you cross your eyes? no 7. Tattoos? yes 8. Piercings and where? no 9. Do you make your bed daily? no (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
5:17 pm	THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1) Paul 2) Paulio 3) Crazy THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1) Dead50srock 2) 3) THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1) My drumming 2) My crazy antics 3) My future THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1) My crazy antics 2) My irrational behavior when it comes to other people 3) My lazyness THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1) Irish 2) scottish 3) english THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1) Isolation 2) bees 3) Naked men running THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1) pants/shirt/shoes 2) phone 3) cigs THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1) ugly nike sweater 2) dress pants 3) puma mostro THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR ARTISTS: 1) Ramones 2) The petingworths 3) snoop doggy dog THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT: 1) by by baby baby byebye - bay city rollers 2) the kkk took my baby away - ramones 3) should I stay or should I go - THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS: 1) Sky diving 2) psychotherapy 3) working out again THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given): 1) hugs 2) a person to understand when I am uncomfortable and try to make the situation better 3) myself to try to also make situations better TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE: 1) I love someone 2) I did ballet when I was younger 3) I love mohawks THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1) a symetrical face 2) When you can hold hands and the world seems awesome 3) Someone who understands me even when I don't THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO: 1) Dance 2) Control myself when I am drunk 3) open my front car door THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1) Dancing 2) playing music with ben 3) holding emilys hand THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1) TO be able to accept that somepeople can be in the person I care abouts life even when I don't want them to be 2) Punch a wall 3) Finish this semester THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 1) Secret agent, dont tell anyone. 2) Lawyer 3) Professional hobo THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1) Florida 2) Britain 3) south africa Current Mood: anxious (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 10th, 2004
10:38 pm	So, imma little bored. This is the first night I have had absolutaly nothing to do in so long. Like emilies parents didn';t want me sleeping over tonight, and everyone else was just getting drunk on their own. So I was like, I will see who would be online on a day before columbus day. And you know what. No one was really on. However, I am happy we get to celebrate the cutting of arowaks hands off tomorrow. They didn't need that shit no way. I am probably going to get fired from my work, but whatever, they can kiss my ass. UNtil I go back crying for my job back. I dunno. Breifs tomorrow, and this time I won';t get kicked out. YAY!. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
9:43 pm	It sucks, every time something starts to go right, another thing goes wrong. Sometimes I feel like hurting walls. Which makes me think I might have a mental problem because walls can't realy feel anything and my hand can. Well, kinda. I just want my world to have like one or two months of perfection, things to go well with my girlfriend, school, work, court cases, friends, moving out, bands. Excuse me, I think my wall is calling. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 30th, 2004
10:57 pm	LAST PERSON WHO... x. Slept in your bed: Emily x. Saw you cry: The shadows x. Made you cry: Um, a tear cvame to my eye when I watched "Man on the moon." x. Spent the night with: Emily x. You shared a drink with: Emily x. You went to the movies with: Emily x. You went to the mall with: Emily. My god, this is starting to turn scary x. Yelled at you: My lawyer x. You kissed: Emily HAVE YOU EVER... x. Said 'I love you' and meant it? : yes x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: I shaved my guinny pig once.? x. Been to New York: nope x. Florida: no x. California: yep x. Hawaii: no x. Mexico: no x. China: Fuck them sqauinty eyed rice eating loveble asians x. Canada: pot heads. x. Danced naked: I wish x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: nope x. Wish you were the opposite sex: Hell no, I never wanted to bleed for a week strait. x. Had an imaginary friend: I wish RANDOM x. Red or blue: Both x. Spring or Fall: fall x. Are you bored: sorta x. Last noise you heard: My dad. x. Last time you went out of state: I don't even know x. things you like in a girl/guy: A person who can put up with me when I get drunk and beligerant. x. Do you have a crush on someone: as in love with someone, yes, emily. x. What book are you reading now: Elric x. Worst feeling in the world: The feeling of possibly going to jail for a long time. x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: were am I? x. How many rings before you answer: ASAP I hate jewish songs. X. Future daughter's name: Wilde McDaniel x. Future son's name: Oscar McDaniel x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: only blankets and my girlfriend. x. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: Lawyer x. Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous: righty x. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys: Pretty much. x. What's under your bed: emily x. Favorite sport to watch: The rodeo. x. Current Age: 19 x. Siblings: Lida 18 x. Location: Rogers park x. College plans: in them x. Piercings: many soon x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: I am sure you can guess. EXTRA STUFF x. Do you do drugs: haha, ya right. x. Do you drink: hardly x. Who is your best friend: Bill x. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use: ? x. What are you most scared of: A wasted life. x. What clothes do you sleep in: Nothing. x. Who is the last person who called you: Emily x. Where do you want to get married: On a robot dinosaur x. Who do you really hate: people who waste my time and energy. x. Favorite number: 7 x. Been in Love: yes x. What do you drive: nothing now. x. Are you timely or always late: im late x. Do you have a job: Nordstrom x. Do you like being around people: yes x. Best feeling in the world: Freedom x. Are you for world peace: Yes, but only if I rule it. x. Are you a health freak: kinda STUFF x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: I have lusted them. x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: Maybe, but not since a long time ago if it did happen. x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: I love nice people. x. Want someone you don't have right now: no x. Are you lonely right now: Kinda, but pretty soon I will wish I was never aroune people x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: no x. Do you want to get married: eventually x. Do you want kids: yeah. FAVORITE x. Room in house: basement x. Type of Music: rocknroll x. Band: big tears x. Day of the week: Friday x. Color: green x. Perfume or cologne: x. Month: May IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU... x. Cried: nope x. Bought something: yep, food x. Gotten sick: headache x. Said "I Love You": yep x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: I did x. Met someone new: nope x. Kissed someone: I wanted to kiss emily x. Missed someone: yes x. Hugged someone: yes (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 29th, 2004
10:58 pm	Walkiing home from the failed house was by far the worst experiance ever. Well, walking 7 miles and then thinking I had enough money for a cab was how it actually worked, but seriously fuck that shit. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
10:02 am	Every time I watch "Man on the moon." A tear comes to my eye, I don't know of anyone more amayzing than andy kaughman. It sounds weird, but that guy is my hero. I wish I was alive to see him back in the day. Anyone want to go shopping for video's with him in it? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 1st, 2004
2:11 pm	Oh man, Today, hopefully I will see emily. I don't know though cause when she was last online she didn't talk to me. So I don't know what is going on, but basically, absinthe party if she brings it, if not, just get really drunk party. I hate my work, I tried to take today off, but they give everyone so many hours that if they take other shifts they get overtime, and my work is to stingy for that. whatever. Oh shit, I think Vee Dee is playing tonight, I might just go see that. Who knows what tonight has in store for me. (2 Comments |Comment on this)